Wednesday, November 17, 2021
Mom it hasn’t even been a month yet since you’ve been fully gone and I pretend to myself your still warm and cozy in your house spending your days with Cameron. It’s the only way I feel I can get by day to day. But when I’m all alone with nothing but my thoughts my eyes pour out uncontrollably knowing me & my kids will never be able to run errands with you or laugh with you or enjoy meals with you. We didn’t have the best relationship my adult life but when I needed you the most on serious times I can honestly say you were the only mother I had there for me in my corner. You may of not knew how to be a good mom but at the end of the day you were my mom and thanks for tryin to step in for me more when I lost dad cause I would’ve probably never made it. Thanks for always helping me and the kids with things and thanks for always taking care of them & Cam. I always made the point to thank you in true time cause I wanted to let you know I truly appreciated all your help even if it was just buying me laundry soap and or buying the kids snacks. Now your gone The McJoe kids don’t have their grandma to load up on snacks with or go good willing with. Love you mom I hope your not mad at me anymore and I hope you found peace within yourself and healed all the broken pieces in your heart that made you so tough on us or so angry. Anyways love you see you in my dreams!! Tell dad I miss you guys both
